I wanna run….

Posted on February 6th, 2010 by admin in family, kids, stress

Sometimes, In life you just want to run away and be to yourself. Well that is where I am right now. I love being a mom and having my man around me but sometimes I get so overwhelmed that I just want some ME time. I have never had that, Not once.

So I just want to get a hotel room and be to myself for a day or so. Just to think and relax.

Then I can come home and continue to handle my business. Or maybe I can find a hobby or go back to school. I don’t know, I want to do something with my time and my life. I am in my thirties and have nothing going for me besides being a mom. Which is great, I love my kids with all my heart and soul.

But sometimes a mother need a break. I just want a small one and then I want to be back with my family. But for now I am going to try and deal with this. I’m really tired though but I am praying that god continues to work on me.

Oh, and soon I plan to get back into church and my daughter Selena wants to get baptized. So I want her to continue to think about it and make sure she knows what she wants to do, it’s all up to her. I want my kids to have their own minds on what they want to do. She’s 11 so it’s totally up to her.

So with that said I am off to finish watching This is it with the kids, they are in love with this. It’s our third time watching it. :)



Tired of the drama & Bullies

Posted on February 4th, 2010 by admin in bullies, drama, kids, offline, school, stress

I am so tired of the drama. All year there has been drama and with kids. My daughter Selena comes home a lot saying something about this boy either taunting her or hitting her. Recently the two got into a pushing match and now my daughter is looking like the bad one.

Crazy. I am so tired of the public school system, I really am. Since when is it ok to bully someone and not ok to defend yourself? Someone please tell me how this is OK. I just do not get it.

So I am on the verge of transferring my kids from this school because I am so tired of the drama and stress from these kids. And the bad thing about this is, This kid is way to old to be at an elementary school. He needs to be in boys school or a scared straight program because he has serious issues and I am tired of him bullying my child.

So far my day has been stressful, I can’t even see straight. And now, I am off to pray. That always make me feel better.

Until next time, I’m out.