Sometimes, In life you just want to run away and be to yourself. Well that is where I am right now. I love being a mom and having my man around me but sometimes I get so overwhelmed that I just want some ME time. I have never had that, Not once.
So I just want to get a hotel room and be to myself for a day or so. Just to think and relax.
Then I can come home and continue to handle my business. Or maybe I can find a hobby or go back to school. I don’t know, I want to do something with my time and my life. I am in my thirties and have nothing going for me besides being a mom. Which is great, I love my kids with all my heart and soul.
But sometimes a mother need a break. I just want a small one and then I want to be back with my family. But for now I am going to try and deal with this. I’m really tired though but I am praying that god continues to work on me.
Oh, and soon I plan to get back into church and my daughter Selena wants to get baptized. So I want her to continue to think about it and make sure she knows what she wants to do, it’s all up to her. I want my kids to have their own minds on what they want to do. She’s 11 so it’s totally up to her.
So with that said I am off to finish watching This is it with the kids, they are in love with this. It’s our third time watching it.
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